As much as I'm ready for this baby I'm so not ready.
Man I'm an emotional basket case these days.
Yes worse than normal ;)
I am up, down and all around.
I am ready, but not ready and I'm driving MYSELF crazy.
I get a few things crossed off the list, look around and then add something else. It is just never ending and I hate it. Want to buy/do something for me for this baby?? Come over and clean my house, cook the family supper and clean up. oh, or Paint something, organize something or cart something away to Goodwill for me. Seriously. Please. I look forward to sucking up the spiders around here about as much as I'm looking forward to the actual birth, and if you read this blog you KNOW I REALLY don't want to do that.
My friends are all telling me how great I look. How I am 'All Belly'. I feel all belly that is for sure, but I know all too well what will happen when I have her. I get to come back to reality and be reminded that I am certainly NOT all belly and that I will have to WORK HARD to get back into my normal clothes.
I'm o.k with the working hard at working out thing. Hence the proud to be a fit mom blog. I guess it just seems like A LOT of work that I really don't want to start right now. Good thing I don't have to RIGHT NOW I suppose eh? Good thing I get to stay in my pregnancy bubble for a while and for 6 weeks postpartum. O.K so I just won't think about that. I just keep plugging away at my to do list while trying to remember that I already have 3 children that need me to laugh and play with them.