So. It is final. No more babies for us.
Yes this pregnancy is going along just fine.
My husband had his 'procedure' yesterday.
Why now before the baby is born you ask?
Because he is positive that even if something happened to this one, that he does not want to start over again.
I get that.
I'm in agreement.
It is still so final.
I'm O.K. Just a little melancholy.
I know if something DID happen to this baby, that it would be harder to get over. I could not say to myself...well maybe we'll try again. BUT I know in my heart that I won't want to start over again either. I know that our youngest would be 3 years old before the next baby would be born, and we will want to move on with the 3 kids we already have.
But again....it is so final.
It also amplifies the fact that this is my last. The last time I will grow a little person in my belly. The last time I will breast feed, ect.
The last time I will give birth. Oh wait. That is a good thing ;)
A reminder to enjoy this. Every little bit of it and soak it in.
Well. These things are not 100%...I suppose if the Lord wants us to have a fourth He will make miracles happen to do it no?
That is what I will tell myself for now.